It was difficult at least for me to be calm. Silence within
was echoing. For some reason I didn't know what to say; all I could say to have
a composed conversation,” I need to call you back “.
Silence conquered!!! Damn silence.
I learnt “actions speak louder than words”. And now I
totally understood the essence of it. To my surprise, the reason for that utter
silence or put it as the choked conversation; was reflected so clearly.
Yet again, I got that crystal clear… with another profound experience.
Words are yet to fade….Some actions always reflect your priorities.
No matter what beautiful phrases or adjectives are used, if
you genuinely want to make someone special just make some time for them!!
Slowly I realized that I was distracted from the reality. I
couldn't bare the reality -I guess I was slowly - well very slowly accepting it.
Life has come easily to me allowing me to live simply and
forget that there are people out there who can be no dears but just mere
pretenders. I try to believe that each person in my life is a kind,
gentle-hearted but donno why … every time I tend to trust it, my life comes up an
experience that proves wrong and once again reality prevails. Probably by now
even this little heart started accepting that it is no dear for anyone… no one
needs it … no one wants it as a priority but it is just an option … no
one understands it ….
Well, even I understood that to have me it needs true
interest or that excitement I have it for them… But sometimes can’t blame the
situations but not the situations created by sluggishness.
So bottom line is … In fact my so called dear people don’t
deserve that piece of me I give them as
a special place in my heart ..So lemme keep this drama on with the mere
mutuality!
Mistakes cost so heavy when emotions are involved and they
merely tear off the hearts for life time! Don't worry... even my hurt heart can honor as before...
